This is a mirror i of "Who Is Darwin Fish?" by Darwin Fish.
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Contrary to what some may think, yes, Darwin Fish is my real name, and no, I don't believe in evolution. Darwin Fish is the name my parents gave me when I was born in 1961. At the time, to my knowledge, there was no "DarwinFish" symbol. My father's last name is "Fish," and my mother liked the name Darwin. So, this is my name. Some have suggested that I should change it, but I don't believe that would be honoring my father and mother. ii
I have not openly cursed the day I was born as Jeremiah did, iii but perhaps I have in my heart; for the days in which we live are dark. iv Masses are going to hell. v The god of this age has blinded most, vi and this has brought me great distress and sorrow. vii On the other hand, I know who has made this day in which we live, and He has made it just as it is; and so I also rejoice in it. viii
No, I do not believe I am the only one on the planet who knows the truth. ix God has his own, however many or few, wherever He may have them. x Yet, I do not know, as of this date, any other body of believers that is in the truth. Nor have I seen any in history other than those recorded in Scripture. xi Not that they have not and do not exist, but I am not familiar with any. xii But, wherever they may be, they would be in the same way as we are, believing the same things, xiii because there is only one way. xiv Contrary to the lewd teaching xv of false Christianity, we believe that:
We are of God. He who knows God hears us; he who is not of God does not hear us. By this we know the spirit of truth and the spirit of error. xvi
And,
He who is of God hears God's words. xvii
This does not mean perfection in doctrine, but rather, obedience and compliance to the Word of God, particularly when confronted with it. xviii I have been corrected many times over from people both in and outside our fellowship. xix
But whoever keeps His word, truly the love of God is perfected in him. By this we know that we are in Him. xx
As for my past, I was raised in a middle-class family that went to a United Methodist church as I was growing up. xxi Yet, the first time I remember hearing about hell and my need for "Christ" was when I was about nine years old through a broad road xxii "Christian" named David Walsh. xxiii He lead me in a prayer, and I "asked Jesus into my heart;" but a few years later I drifted away from this broad way xxiv and stopped reading the Bible.
While in high school, I ruined my life with marijuana for about six to nine months, and then began a "quest seeking the truth" xxv for the next couple of years. In this quest, I searched for God xxvi through experiences, meditation, xxvii and attempted to contact my "guardian angel." Of course, this was all actually in rebellion against God. xxviii Nevertheless, after being frightened away from this approach, xxix I met with Mormons on occasion for about nine months prior to finally turning to the Bible for answers in the early part of 1980.
The Mormons challenged me to ask God if what they were saying was true or not. I took their challenge to heart and asked God repeatedly if the Mormons were in the truth - or if they were not, who or what was?
Because I had been deceived several times before, finding myself at the doorway of evil when all the while thinking I was getting closer to God, xxx I was very skeptical. I was determined not to follow any way that I did not know for certain was the truth. If I had any doubt, I was not going to make any commitment.
One day after attending a small home Bible study xxxi while still in this pursuit, God opened my eyes. The truth suddenly became abundantly clear. xxxii The truth was in the Bible. In other words, the Bible, every bit of it, was true. xxxiii And, Jesus really did love me and He died for me! I was blown away. As a result, I turned wholeheartedly to Christ xxxiv and His Word, and, of course, rejected Mormonism.
Not long thereafter, I was taken to John MacArthur's church. xxxv Because he used Scripture, and I really didn't know the Bible very well, I was taken in to think he was a man of God. xxxvi I continued on xxxvii at MacArthur's church for the next 12 years to my regret and almost to my eternal ruin. v
During this time, xxxviii I worked for about a year as a driver in the handicapped ministry at Grace. At a different time I also was on staff xxxix for about a year in the high school ministry under Dewey Bertolini. xl I worked with junior high and high school kids for years, and for one of these years, was under the youth pastor xli of a small false church in Santa Clarita, Bouquet Baptist Church. xlii
Also during this time, I received in 1986 a Bachelor's degree in Biblical Languages xliii from The Master's College, xliv married my wife, Kimberly in 1987, and spent nine months in Israel in 1988-89 studying the geography of the holy land and working on a Master's degree in Hebrew, which I never completed.
Moreover, in 1985 I began working for the Los Angeles County Probation Department. This employment gave me several years xlv of experience working with all kinds of people, particularly teenagers. Through this, I worked with the "dreggs" of society, some of whom admitted to murder, thievery, drug addiction, prostitution, being suicidal, etc.. I experienced first hand radically rebellious teenagers, hyperactive children, masochists, people who appeared to be completely given over to hatred and anger, those that would be classified as having "bulimia" or "anorexia," violent offenders, the mentally slow and uneducated, the so-called "mentally ill," those who claimed to be victims of abuse, and so on.
In the latter part of 1992, my sister and her husband came to me and requested that I teach them the Word of God in their home. They could not find a local church they believed was faithful to the Scriptures, so they asked me if I would come teach one Sunday a month. This I did beginning in 1993. This "once a month" soon became twice a month, and soon it turned into a weekly gathering.
By August of that same year, I believed that the Lord would have me study and preach the Word "full time." xlvi So, I quit my job as a Probation Officer for L.A. County Probation and gave myself entirely to the task of studying, preaching, and teaching the Bible. xlvii
Because of the fear of God, because it is such an awesome responsibility to teach the people of God His Holy Word, xlviii and as part of loving and caring for people's spiritual well-being, I began to see problems with teachings and practices that I had not seen before. The first real water-shed eye-opener was Christmas. One Thursday night after a Bible study, I was asked, "What about Christmas?" I thought, "What about Christmas? There's no problem with Christmas, is there?" Soon thereafter, I studied up on Christmas, xlix and saw, for the first time in my life, that Christmas was a lie, unholy, and ungodly. When I saw the truth about Christmas, I began to wonder about all these "Christians" and "Christian" churches who celebrate such a lie.
And so it went. In the spirit of 2 Corinthians 10:3-5; 1 Thessalonians 5:21; Ephesians 5:11, etc., I began to examine everything and everybody. The next real water-shed issue that I had not seen before was the false teachings of John MacArthur. One of the many factors that really got me to question the man's integrity was his silence regarding Dr. James Dobson. If you are familiar with Dobson's teachings, you would know this intensely influential teacher in "Christianity" teaches the false gospel of self-esteem. In other words, Dobson teaches "another gospel." l Paul says such a man is to be accursed. li My question was, "Why doesn't MacArthur warn people about James Dobson?"
I asked MacArthur this very question one Sunday evening, and he gave me excuses as to why he doesn't get into "name-calling," and he said he didn't know if Dobson still teaches the gospel of self-esteem. I didn't buy it, lii and I went on to examine MacArthur's teaching thoroughly. I soon came to see that I had been under a false teacher for all these years. My quest for truth, I had thought, ended in 1980. Yet, now I had seen that I had been seriously deceived once again. The days we live in are dark. liii
This exposure of MacArthur as a false teacher was in February of 1994. In 1998 I realized that while following MacArthur liv I did not know Christ. lv Also, in those early years lvi I came to see that the "Christian" world had been duped by a mass of false teachers, lvii and I began to see the broad road Jesus warns about in Matthew 7:13-14. In 1998 I realized every single last person on that broad way was lost, on their way to hell. Thus, so was I, when I was on it. lviii
In 1993 I began to reject falsehood within that broad way, lix and in 1994 I exposed MacArthur, Greg Laurie, Spurgeon, etc. as false teachers. Also, by July of 1994 I taught on 2 John 9, showing anyone who does not characteristically remain within the bounds of holy writ lx does not have God. Two months later, lxi I exposed and rejected the very foundation of the broad way, the "essentials" or "fundamentals" lie. lxii So, I systematically began to reject the false Christianity around me, and understood it led to hell. Yet, I did not realize every single last person involved in a false church was lost until 1998 when I came to understand John 10:5.
From 1993 to 2014 I was the "pastor" of our small fellowship. lxiii In 2014 one of my 11 children fell away from the faith. Therefore, I was, and am no longer, the pastor. lxiv I do still teach lxv and am presently working on a translation of the Bible, which is usually the avenue from which I teach. Starting from Genesis and Matthew, we are presently in 1 Samuel and Romans.
For those who may want to know when I believe I was saved, I will not give any specific date. I certainly was not Christ's sheep while I was following MacArthur. lv Sometime after I left MacArthur's church in 1993 and began teaching in my sister's home, I began to tremble before the Word of God in a big way. lxvi At what particular point lxvii God caused me to be born again to a living hope, lxviii I will not say. I don't want to presume to know and be wrong. God was opening my eyes to His Truth, lxix and I refuse to claim to know at what particular point this occurred. I do believe I have been born again. lxx I have seen the effects of it, as Jesus said in John 3:8. Moreover, I do know that I have many times over done as the tax collector, lxxi and I still do this; lxxii and I know he went to his house justified. lxxiii My hope is not in a date, or a prayer, or an experience, but in the Lord Jesus Christ, and His grace that will be brought to me at His revelation. lxxiv
This short synopsis on my life was written for those who may want to know a little about me. The truth is, I am not the issue. God and His Word is the issue. I will soon be gone from this planet, but His Word abides forever.
All flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of the grass. The grass withers, and its flower falls away, but the word of the Lord endures forever. lxxv
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- Exodus 20:12 ^
- Jeremiah 20:14-18 ^
- Ephesians 5:16 ^
- Matthew 7:13-14 ^ ^
- 2 Corinthians 4:4 ^
- Romans 9:1-2 ^
- Psalm 118:22-24 ^
- Jeremiah 35:19; Romans 11:5 ^
- e.g. 1 Kings 19:10, 18 ^
- see our report entitled, Believers Of The Past, What Should We Expect To Find? ^
- which is not an unbiblical concept, e.g. 1 Kings 19:14; Psalm 12:1; John 10:8 ^
- i.e. God's Word ^
- John 14:6 ^
- Jude 4 ^
- 1 John 4:6 ^
- John 8:47; see also 1 John 2:3-5 ^
- 1 Timothy 6:3-5 ^
- Proverbs 6:23 ^
- 1 John 2:5; see also The Unity Of The Saints and FAQ #11 ^
- one of many false churches ^
- Matthew 7:13 ^
- a friend of my uncle ^
- Proverbs 16:25; Matthew 7:13-14 ^
- from my perverted perspective, Romans 3:11 ^
- so I thought, Romans 1:18-23 ^
- the ungodly Eastern type ^
- Proverbs 17:11 ^
- an experiential approach ^
- Proverbs 14:12 ^
- non-Mormon ^
- no doubt whatsoever! ^
- i.e., God's Word ^
- so I thought ^
- Grace Community Church in Panorama City, California ^
- 2 Peter 2:18 ^
- for the most part ^
- 1980-1992 ^
- volunteer ^
- a false teacher now in Oregon ^
- Ron Hanney ^
- now called Bouquet Canyon Church ^
- Greek, Hebrew and Aramaic ^
- a false Christian school ^
- 1985-1993 ^
- 1 Timothy 4:15 ^
- 2 Timothy 4:2 ^
- James 3:1 ^
- it's history and what it means today ^
- self-esteem plus Christ ^
- Galatians 1:8-9 ^
- John 10:11-13 ^
- 2 Timothy 3:1-5; Revelation 12:9 ^
- the years from 1980 to 1992 ^
- Proverbs 17:4; John 10:5 ^ ^
- 1993-1995 ^
- 2 Timothy 4:3 ^
- from 1980-1993 ^
- e.g. Psychology, Dobson, Christmas ^
- all of the Bible ^
- September ^
- for more on this "essentials lie," click here ^
- 1 Peter 5:2 ^
- "having faithful children" Titus 1:6 ^
- 1 Corinthians 14:26 ^
- Isaiah 66:2; Proverbs 9:10 ^
- day or hour ^
- 1 Peter 1:3 ^
- and still is, 2 Peter 3:18 ^
- John 3:3-6; 1 John 2-5 ^
- Luke 18:13-14 ^
- Isaiah 57:15; Matthew 5:3 ^
- Luke 18:14; 1 John 1:9 ^
- 1 Peter 1:13; Hebrews 9:28 ^
- 1 Peter 1:24-25 ^
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