Daniel P. Barron

But just tell me how do I make my life happier?

Saturday, February 9, 2019 

Today I was happy but still suicidal. I got enough sleep and ate right. I just hate the fact I am getting older. I don’t want to look old. I want to be young forever. But the fact I can’t stay and look young forever makes me want to die. I’m sorry I know we are supposed stay in the light but even in it exist darkness.

If you kill yourself, you will go to hell.

Then how do I end my suffering? I never asked to get older. I feel like I will die lonely. No friends or girlfriend.

You should be terrified that God will kill you.

I don’t fear death anymore so it’s okay. I’m fine with it. My isolation from people has made me broken. I was a mistake born by accident.

I mean you should be afraid of Him destroying you forever in the lake of fire.

Why is he going to do that to me though? Fine I won’t commit suicide. But just tell me how do I make my life happier?

Forsake it. i Have God for help. ii Trust in the Lord. iii Fear the commandment. iv

  1. Luke 14:

    26 “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple.


  2. Psalm 146:

    5 Happy is he who has the God of Jacob for his help,
    Whose hope is in the Lord his God,
    6 Who made heaven and earth,
    The sea, and all that is in them;
    Who keeps truth forever,
    7 Who executes justice for the oppressed,
    Who gives food to the hungry.
    The Lord gives freedom to the prisoners.

    8 The Lord opens the eyes of the blind;
    The Lord raises those who are bowed down;
    The Lord loves the righteous.


  3. Proverbs 16:

    20 He who heeds the word wisely will find good,
    And whoever trusts in the Lord, happy is he.


  4. Proverbs 13:

    13 He who despises the word will be destroyed,
    But he who fears the commandment will be rewarded.


3 Responses

  1. [...] Tell her that if she commits suicide, she will go to hell. [...]

  2. Ishtar's Acolyte (Aaron)

    There are many Christians who "give up their life to Christ" and still seem pretty miserable.

  3. Most self-described christians are not in the truth. They have given up their lives to demons. To live for Christ is to die to this life. Our hope is for the life that is to come, and this hope makes us very happy.

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