Daniel P. Barron

But just tell me how do I make my life happier?

Saturday, February 9, 2019 

Today I was happy but still suicidal. I got enough sleep and ate right. I just hate the fact I am getting older. I don’t want to look old. I want to be young forever. But the fact I can’t stay and look young forever makes me want to die. I’m sorry I know we are supposed stay in the light but even in it exist darkness.

If you kill yourself, you will go to hell.


Then how do I end my suffering? I never asked to get older. I feel like I will die lonely. No friends or girlfriend.

You should be terrified that God will kill you.


I don’t fear death anymore so it’s okay. I’m fine with it. My isolation from people has made me broken. I was a mistake born by accident.

I mean you should be afraid of Him destroying you forever in the lake of fire.


Why is he going to do that to me though? Fine I won’t commit suicide. But just tell me how do I make my life happier?

Forsake it. i Have God for help. ii Trust in the Lord. iii Fear the commandment. iv

  1. Luke 14:

    26 “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple.

     ^

  2. Psalm 146:

    5 Happy is he who has the God of Jacob for his help,
    Whose hope is in the Lord his God,
    6 Who made heaven and earth,
    The sea, and all that is in them;
    Who keeps truth forever,
    7 Who executes justice for the oppressed,
    Who gives food to the hungry.
    The Lord gives freedom to the prisoners.

    8 The Lord opens the eyes of the blind;
    The Lord raises those who are bowed down;
    The Lord loves the righteous.

     ^

  3. Proverbs 16:

    20 He who heeds the word wisely will find good,
    And whoever trusts in the Lord, happy is he.

     ^

  4. Proverbs 13:

    13 He who despises the word will be destroyed,
    But he who fears the commandment will be rewarded.

     ^

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